Im Still in Love with my ex.
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Im Still in Love with my ex.
Fiibee_Rawr on Wed Oct 29, 2008 8:09 pm
i was with my ex, for 9 months on and off, even though i was seeing other people during that time while me and him wasnt together.. & i find out he cheated on me during the first month ov us being together but i still took him back.
Then we got together offically and was going strong for about 4 months, yeh there was arguments but what relationship dont have them?.
Everything was going along fine, until he recomended we had a break from eachother, then everything started to go diffrent, we were being off with eachother, not speaking as much you know that sortov thing.
So in the end due to an illness i was scared about that, and i was gettin really emotional and upset over nothing. & then when me and my ex became really distent i desided to end it because i simply couldnt cope with being upset over the whole being distance thing..
Then i was to find out that he had liked this girl, and started having feelings for her during the break, so we argued.
We stopped speaking for about 2 weeks but now were speaking again.
They desided to get together and it just kills me knowing that hes not mine anymore.
I know its wrong due to him having a girlfriend an al, but i get drunk and i do phone him and tell him i still love him, i think ide do it alot more if it wasnt for the fact im to shy and scared ov a respond, where as when im drunk i have a lot more confidence into saying what i wanna say.
I Admit i do still love him, and im trying my hardest to get over him,
Ive tried gettin with other people hoping i would fall for them, ive tried telling myself i hate him for the pain hes put me through, but nothing seems to work.
I Went thru a point in life where i stopped going out as much too, but i have become alot happyer since im back out with my friends enjoying life how i used too.. And tbh being around my friends is making me happyer and is helping me thru it, but there is just something stopping me from lettin goo..
Anyone know what else i could try =/?
Then we got together offically and was going strong for about 4 months, yeh there was arguments but what relationship dont have them?.
Everything was going along fine, until he recomended we had a break from eachother, then everything started to go diffrent, we were being off with eachother, not speaking as much you know that sortov thing.
So in the end due to an illness i was scared about that, and i was gettin really emotional and upset over nothing. & then when me and my ex became really distent i desided to end it because i simply couldnt cope with being upset over the whole being distance thing..
Then i was to find out that he had liked this girl, and started having feelings for her during the break, so we argued.
We stopped speaking for about 2 weeks but now were speaking again.
They desided to get together and it just kills me knowing that hes not mine anymore.
I know its wrong due to him having a girlfriend an al, but i get drunk and i do phone him and tell him i still love him, i think ide do it alot more if it wasnt for the fact im to shy and scared ov a respond, where as when im drunk i have a lot more confidence into saying what i wanna say.
I Admit i do still love him, and im trying my hardest to get over him,
Ive tried gettin with other people hoping i would fall for them, ive tried telling myself i hate him for the pain hes put me through, but nothing seems to work.
I Went thru a point in life where i stopped going out as much too, but i have become alot happyer since im back out with my friends enjoying life how i used too.. And tbh being around my friends is making me happyer and is helping me thru it, but there is just something stopping me from lettin goo..
Anyone know what else i could try =/?
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